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The turning point I hope

May 5

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5/5/2012 2:09 PM  RssIcon

 day one

Today is my day to start recovery.  It is as good as any other I can think of.   It is my hope that I can get it together enough to create a journey for others that follow me out of the rabbit hole.  I have asked for help today and given thanks for the help I received yesterday in the form of the Chat room.  It has been over a week since my last use of crack and have chosen today as the date 05/05/12 of recovery.  I cant say that I will be sober yet cause I also have an issue with pot that has to be dealt with as well.  I have a start though, which is more than I had last week.  My activities for the next few days is plan meetings f2f and online for one per day (or more).  I want to get a good understanding of what will be required of me to start working a program.  So this will require me to come out of my hole a bit further and ask questions and listen to others.  Because my use is very sporadic at this time, I will have to really watch my wicked ways and learn to recognize my triggers well.  Wish me luck.  (and even though my brain says HP is not real) God bless you all and yours

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